SEARCHING FOR LOVE

The sky is basked in grey and pouring heavily, hitting hard on mother earth...
You and I are out in the rain, not together but apart, searching high and low in the street, moving through the heavy curtains of raindrops
Situated at different ends of the streets, not just us but our thoughts too...
Worried Stricken vs Moments of Happiness...
We both were searching for different goals...
I was enjoying the moment of being alone, pouring out buckets of thoughts as I inhaled in the familiar scent of green grass and raindrops...thinking not of you for once but about what is ahead tomorrow
Breaking free from bondages, I was indulging in a moment of pleasure through a cone, licking away troubles and worries...
Back in the warmth of our home and was told that you were out there searching for love...
A strong gush of emotions washed over me, I was strongly touched by your acts..
The love that you were searching is none other but...
ME

A Barren Woman’s Heart

Children are a blessing from GOD... I yearn to receive this blessing .
Looking at friends around me receiving this special blessing makes me feel so barren.
To some, children are nothing but nuisance...
To some, children are the best companion one can have....
Once, someone told me that being a parent means that
GOD is entrusting a little life into our hand.
It’s our responsibilities as a parent to nurture these little life...
LORD... am I not reliable enough to be entrusted with a little life...
How I yearn to hold a little me in my arm...
Mummy will love you whole-heartedly and together explore the amazement of this world.
I’m looking forward to meet you soon..... one day...

My most precious baby

I AM BACK!!!

Being missing for so long, I know that some of you miss me dearly, at least I know there's Mag and Min missing me. Keke... I know that my blog is really dusty by now. Just to update a bit of my current life situation, 1st of all, I am currently jobless, not working...life's kind of out of control for me right now, but yet it's in good hands, GOD's hands. I'm in a bit of a sticky situation right now, pardon me for not being able to share in details, but for all those who treat me as a dear old friend, don't worry about me, ok. I'm going on strong still, coz GOD is my refuge and rock. Actully I have a rejoicing news to share with all of you. After 3 long years of hiding away from my everloving Heavenly Father, I am finally back in His big strong yet gentle arms. GOD, I really don't know how to express my remorseful self to you, I feel so ashamed of my wrong doings and only remember to run back to YOU the 1st minute trouble hits home, yet FATHER you embrace me wtih wide open arms and tell me that everything is gonna be ok. Looking back at the past 3 years, it have been dark and lonely time, life seem to be normal on the surface, but the inner part in me is so so hollow. I been asking myself for the past 1 week, how can I allow myself to come this far without turning back to see where GOD is. I feel so stupidly remorseful, but truly indeed I'm going back with a heart of worship. I AM BACK!!! I feel just like the prodigial son, never am I going to leave again. This I promise....Amen.