COUNTING DOWN TO REUNION

Days really pass by so fast.... another 6 more days my hubby will be back. When I look back on my last entry, I was still feeling so miserable and can't see the end of the lonely days, but now I can finally catch a glimpse of it. YEAH!!!!Just another 6 more days, 159 hours more, 9540 minutes more and 572400 seconds more and I will....be able to see my dear. I'm so looking forward to see my dear when he's back, next month, we will be able to go on a rather long holiday together...First to Afarmosa then to Bangkok, whew... finally a good break away from reality and able to spend quality time together with him. I'll take good shots and share with everyone in my next entry...Hope that you'll will have a good break during the year end and able to spend quality time with your love ones.

MIN, MAG & ME

I just finish reading my 2 best gal's blog, and I decided to do another entry, it's so ironic that the 3 of us have love and hate issues with e guys in our life, dad and partner. Dear Mag, dun worry! Your dad will soon get better, with you now as his supporter and life fighter, he will sure be healthy till old age!!! Dear Min, soon you will be able to start building your own love nest with your supreb great ability! Somehow, we 3 have came this far in our life together and apart... looking back at the time when we 3 were just students, young and full of hope for life. The path that we each took is different but yet I never feel that we are lost from each other. Mag, you were asking what are you great at? U konw what, YOU ARE GREAT AT BEING BOTH MIN AND MINE'S FREN, A FREN THAT IS EVEN CLOSER THAN FAMILY!!! Somewhere we may fall down and feel hurt, sometimes we may hate the people around us and wish that they will leave us alone, but one day we will huddle close to each other and laugh at each other's life events. Won't we....
I LOVE YOU BOTH, MAG AND MIN WITH ALL MY HEART!!!
Stay strong and awaits the day when we become old ladies and reminisce the days of our life together over a cup of hot tea and cookies?









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SICK AND ALONE

What a pathetic sunday for me, I feel sick to my stomach, can't swallow my lunch... As I lay on bed, I can't help feeling miserable and feel like bursting out. On the 15th day that my dear have left for Australia, I feel that time is creeping pass slower n slower. Have you ever experience being hospitalised and put on drip, the feeling of e liquid slowly creeping through your arm, slow and painful. I remember that 8 years ago when my dear went to Australia too for detachment, I was down with lung infection and need to be hospitalised, I went through the kind of torment while laying in the hospital bed missing him. Today at this moment, I'm experiencing the same pain ago. I called and asked him...."Do you know that when you are in love deeply with someone and can't see him or feel him, the kind of feeling is so so painful". Alas his answer to me was rather off. Should I say that his love for me is not as deep as mine to him, or that I'm not as mature as he is...
I really miss him so much.... but no one can understand my pain, everyone just say that time will pass very fast, but no one can understand that in my shoe, I really yearn that someone out there can understand how I feel and hug me and cry together as I await the day he is back. A friend of mine told me this, when you are really sad, your tears can't flow out, I now can know affirm what she said is true!
I just feel so lonely and sad now.
Dear Dear, I miss u so much...