What a pathetic sunday for me, I feel sick to my stomach, can't swallow my lunch... As I lay on bed, I can't help feeling miserable and feel like bursting out. On the 15th day that my dear have left for Australia, I feel that time is creeping pass slower n slower. Have you ever experience being hospitalised and put on drip, the feeling of e liquid slowly creeping through your arm, slow and painful. I remember that 8 years ago when my dear went to Australia too for detachment, I was down with lung infection and need to be hospitalised, I went through the kind of torment while laying in the hospital bed missing him. Today at this moment, I'm experiencing the same pain ago. I called and asked him...."Do you know that when you are in love deeply with someone and can't see him or feel him, the kind of feeling is so so painful". Alas his answer to me was rather off. Should I say that his love for me is not as deep as mine to him, or that I'm not as mature as he is...
I really miss him so much.... but no one can understand my pain, everyone just say that time will pass very fast, but no one can understand that in my shoe, I really yearn that someone out there can understand how I feel and hug me and cry together as I await the day he is back. A friend of mine told me this, when you are really sad, your tears can't flow out, I now can know affirm what she said is true!
I just feel so lonely and sad now.
Dear Dear, I miss u so much...
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